Put your smile on!
Here i am again. Trying to put down some words that qualifies as an update worth posting. That hasn't been my strength lately.. ;) But today i fixed a little on my twitter! Made one years ago to get a discount on a website. Got a feeling i'll be using it more in a near future ;)
But now i need to get me ready for tonight! Church at 7, and i need to bake some first :)
Everyone's welcome there btw :)
L o v e
and so....
i hope you don't mind.
i need to break a little, every now and then.
Time flies by. It's friday night, can't believe it has gone a whole week already.
Lately i've got words but none of worth. They're all empty and only take up space.
Gonna take a shower and then get my nails done real quick. Tomorrow a 12 hour work day awaits.
Time flies by. It's friday night, can't believe it has gone a whole week already.
Lately i've got words but none of worth. They're all empty and only take up space.
Gonna take a shower and then get my nails done real quick. Tomorrow a 12 hour work day awaits.
I think i found one missing piece, but still time is the answer.
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<3.
Good morning friends!
This day, is the first day of the rest of my life. And i am pumped! I'm gonna cut my nails and play guitar again today. Finally. It has been way too long since last, but it's never to late!
I just have to say that i am thankful for the people God puts in my life. Friends with words of wisdom and encouragement. Many times those are the things that keeps you straight on track.
Am just about to order some new CD's.. about time that too :)
Well, now i'll grab me some breakfast :)
Keep on shining today!
I just have to say that i am thankful for the people God puts in my life. Friends with words of wisdom and encouragement. Many times those are the things that keeps you straight on track.
Am just about to order some new CD's.. about time that too :)
Well, now i'll grab me some breakfast :)
Keep on shining today!
(sometimes it just doesn't make sense.)
Today has been.. there's not even words for it. Just an ordinary day but with those unexpected twists and turns, unplesant surprises and disapointments. Life is changing, for sure, and i cross my fingers that it's to the better. But for now i'm getting sick of a lot of it. It's like you've got all the answers, right there in your hand. The tricky part is to actually use them. In some cases it's practicly impossible.
(..and to tell you a secret, sometimes things are not even suppose to make sense.)
(..and to tell you a secret, sometimes things are not even suppose to make sense.)
Guten Tag !
A little update from this day. I slept until around 1, didn't feel to good in the morning because of the cold that won't go away. Anyway my package from Nelly.com came today so i opened it straight away and tried the eyeshadow pencil - loved it! And i really liked the beach bag and the underwear too. So it was a good buy ;) Am gonna try the mascara tomorrow. Bought MaxFactor Falsh Lash Effect, like i always do, but this time i wanted to try the one that's waterproof. So i'll let you know what i thought about it ;)
After dinner i asked bro to help me out a bit with the blog.. so i got rid of some annoying stuff AND he figured out a way to manually make the spaces that the site takes away, so that's good. Cool to have a bro that always know stuff ;)
Other than that the day was filled with laughter, bad jokes and a good talk with my awesome boyfriend. He is so amazing - blows my mind, all day, everyday. Im thankful for him! Im so blessed :) And i can't wait for him to come here!!! SOON! 10 days from now he is here, for real :D
Well i really need to get some sleep. Am getting up in like 5 hours to get ready and go with Sanna to get the car inspected (sounds weird in english ;) ) Then catch some sun and after that go to Piteå and do a little of everything :) Am gonna look for some new CD's at Duvan - yay!
Well, sweet dreams my friends <3
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Happy Birthday Bro!
Yesterday yes. But today he's having a 'birthday party' for some relatives so HAPPY BIRTHDAY again bro! :D I should get going with some cleaning and maybe a bit baking before we go to Piteå. The sofa we bought for church arrived yesterday! So we're gonna pick it up and some other stuff as well :) Things are happening now, yay :)
Another update from this morning is my superherowomanness again.. there was a gross spider and a bug in the bathroom and i killed them myself - do i hear any applause? ;)
Today it's only 12 days till Ryan comes :) It's getting super close! Can't wait to have my babe again :D
See ya!
Good Morning!
Woke up around 4 and couldn't stop coughing, lovely! But at least i had got an email from Nelly.com with the password for the hidden summer sale! Wasn't really anything nice there tho.. but am getting me some underwear and make up. Am finally buying that eyeshadow pencil :) But now it's time for a little breakfast before work and the breakfast there ;D
Password to the sale (in case you didn't got it uself (; ) : Summer2010
Shine on peeps!
Just a little one before i go..
Five and a half hour til i'm getting up for work. Slept until around 3 in the afternoon today.. so i'm not tired yet.. :)
I've been really good today. Feels great :) And i got some more energy, finally! Feels like i'm heading into a creative season again. Long time no see creativity, welcome back. This morning when i woke up i had a picture of a really beautiful dress in my head. Just wish i wasn't so lazy.. cause i've got so many ideas for prettyness ;) Should get me a sketchbook first maybe :)
Have been editing pictures in photoshop these two last days. Love it, and learn new things meanwhile doing it :)
Here's a picture of me and Evelina! We're simply awesome ;)
Five hours til i'm getting up for work. Slept until around 3 in the afternoon today.. so i'm not tired yet.. :)
I've been really good today. Feels great :) And i got some more energy, finally! Feels like i'm heading into a creative season again. Long time no see creativity, welcome back. This morning when i woke up i had a picture of a really beautiful dress in my head. Just wish i wasn't so lazy.. cause i've got so many ideas for prettyness ;) Should get me a sketchbook first maybe :)
Have been editing pictures in photoshop these two last days. Love it, and learn new things meanwhile doing it :)
Here's a picture of me and Evelina! We're simply awesome ;)
In exactly two weeks from now i'm hanging out with my Ry here in sweedland.. SWEET!!
I miss him a lot, probably a bit too much.. but that's life.. :)
Sleep tight homies ;-*
(and as usual it doesn't save the spaces..therefore it looks wierd! )
Swedish Summer
Right now im sitting on my bed, listening to music, editing some pics in photoshop, working on a job application, reading about teeth whitening and waiting for the laundry to get ready. It's really windy today again, perfect for a laundry day! Just wishing my constant headache and weird throat thing could go away.. but you can't have it all, right? ;) Well im gonna get back to cleaning the house now, can't wait til it's all done!
Here's a pic of my Ryguy, he has the most beautiful eyes ever made ;) <3
one little night thought.
actually don't have anything to say. just have this numb feeling.
i long for something i don't know.
break me and make me new.
much to do, but where's time to find?
Just saved some chords to a few songs. Exciting! So my plans for the day are following - print the songs, take a shower, go to church and practise the songs and try to take some pictures upside down with my weirdo camera..
Lately i've been thinking a lot.. about people. I love people. I really do. But i don't get them. Not at all sometimes. Humans are really complicated, but at the same time so simple. But what i've noticed lately is how cold people are. Cold and hard. Selfish. Everywhere you go you will find "those" ones. And i've even noticed that people that used to be open, warm and loving - nowadays changed. "Where is the love?" - to quote Black Eyed Peas. We need love. We need to be loved, feel loved and to love on others. So many of us goes around waiting for love. To be loved, instead of to love. But they've got it wrong. It all starts with you. Yes, You.
Love + Others = You.
Frost damaged heart from the autum of 2007.
Hi!
Started to change my blog design.. a never ending story.. :)
Off to see Ryguy now!
Much Love
A coffee stain on my white sock..
.. and you peeps that knows me, you know what that means! ;) I've got some serious washing to do!
Monday today.. it's been a typical day at work, so nothing exciting to tell. The only fun thing that happend was that Sara bought me an ice cream! She's such a sweetheart ;) I have two more days at work before i've got four days off! It's gonna be soo good, cause im gonna sleep a whole lot! And probably spend one night in luleå with mom and Sanna. Look for sofas and flowers for church. Walpurgis Night (this friday), we have a funeral at church. Mom, Sanna, me and maybe dad will help out at that one. Help out being waitresses and likely.
And tomorrow it's one week until i'll be 21. Nothing special at all. But good though, cause then im old enough to go wherever with my babes, in the states :) Two thumbs up for that one (Y)(Y)
Dinner in a few, then i'll take a loooong shower, read some in the book im reading now "Pastoral care at the kitchen table" - or something like that.. ;) - until my man comes online!
Have a great day everyone!
Ps. I know my english sucks sometimes, i laugh myself when i read it afterwards ;)
AND it looks wierd cause it refuses to save the spaces..
Luleå, oh yes.
That's where i'm at right now. More precisely - my babysis apartment. All the other 4 are working, putting up shelves and lamps and other stuff, but me? i'm just chilling.. ;) Listening to music on spotify and are daydreaming.. yes im dreaming of paradise and dreamboy.. "Forever is never to long to wait. Some day soon we'll be together..
11 weeks til i'll see my babes sweet face again!
Welliweeeell, we might swing by Piteå after this, and get the stuff Sofie bought at IKEA for us and church (Y) Speaking of church.. i'll take some pictures soon and show what it looks like now! It's waaay more cosy with the brown tones, and i can't wait to see how the wallpaper turned out! yummie.
Here's some pics of other stuff i've bought for church. It will be so nice when it's done there!
Stay Sweet Homies V.
Hi there words.
Nowadays things keep changing. One minute it's here, next it's gone. Life's really a roller coaster for sure. And even tho i've been feeling empty in some ways, i still feel i've got something. And it's growing. I can't really put my finger on it, don't really have any words to explain it. Not at all. But i need to let it out.
- I'm changing. Feelings come and go. Sometimes i'm out of words. But i still got hope.
You solid hope, dearest friend of mine.
Today i was reading old textmessages. I was erasing some from last year. Read some of them before i deleted them. And it takes me back. I remember thoughts and feelings i had then and there. Thank You God, that You open doors that are closed, and that You close some that's not suppose to be open. I've said it many times before, but man, my life could have looked so differently than it does now. Im grateful, so grateful!
Love, come and change me.
I have a melodi in my soul. I can feel it. Just need to let it out.
Bad music.
Am listening to sad songs, again. I know so well that i shouldn't but sometimes i just can't help it.. sucks tho. Cause i feel them, all the way thru. Lame. But sometimes those sweet sugar rushes just ain't enough. Well.. so i think i should enter dreamland soonish.. and when i wake up happy im gonna talk to my Prince Charming. Sounds like a good plan.
This week will go by too fast, i know it. Hopefully we'll find some time to get som things done.. like putting up the wallpaper at church and practise some songs.. need to plan the youth service that's on friday night.. cause it's gonna be a good night ;)
See ya later cute ones!
Love
Hellow Bloggen!
I haven't figured out yet if i want to write in swedish or english here. So im just gonna keep typing in english :) Cause then everyone can understand! Purrfect ;)
So today is my first day off.. i have 6 more to go! Loving it.. :) This week im gonna have a week of fasting again, cause now i can do it for real. Since i haven't got any hard physical work this week (Y). But im not gonna fast from my internet time... i need to stay in touch with all you lovely ones :)
So when i was in NPB the first time this song got stuck in my head. It was ages since i had listened to it.. so it was funny that it just popped up.. :)
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could break away
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane
Far away
And break away
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging with revolving doors
Maybe I don’t know where they’ll take me
Gotta keep movin on movin on
Fly away
Break away
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
Though it’s not easy to tell you goodbye
Take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away
Breakaway
Break away
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Sooo what's the plans for today? Well im gonna clean up my room. Started last week, took a break from it, but today im gonna finish it, cause im sick of this mess!!! And im gonna dive in the word and prepare for tomorrow. Am gonna talk about being a leader. It's some intresting stuff (not my own thoughts!) So it's gonna be good, i hope that anyway :D And im gonna practise some songs with Sanna and Anders as well. (Y)
But im off to take a shower first of all!
Love this pic of me and Rytard.. :)
HUGS
It refuses to save my spaces and enters.. so it looks kinda funny ;)
The snow is pouring down.
It sucks a bit, yes. Im soooo sick of the snow.. but still i want to go for a ride with the snowmobile.. haha :D well well well. Im sitting here in my room, eating a banana, listening to "Bad Boys" and looking around on websites.. just ordered a pair of white high converse.. im kind of in love with those now.. so yeah.. ;)
Today at work Sara and i had an awesome day, as usual. We laugh and have soo much fun everytime we work together. Like i said "taking it back to högstadiet" - allday everyday ;) And today when the americans left the hotel they left some candy! So Sara and i got pretty happy.. we just love them americans, huh ;)
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Funny how life can change so quickly, and how easily we adapt. It's even hard to remember how things use to be. But im glad that's hard.. cause life is good now, and sometimes we just need to let go of yesterday and reach for what God has for us today.
"It's a new day. Everything's changed. We will never be the same."
God is so good, and He has really been showing me that lately. I feel so incredibly blessed! And i know that STILL are even greater things to come. It's so awesome :)
LOVE
